Time Travels

Its rather funny that I noticed my last post connects with the one I am about to write- for starters I am sick with a fever and sinus infection, on New Year's Eve. Instead of going out with friends I am stuck in my apartment with a fever, sore throat and a headache from the sinus infection, and it makes my position rather grey. 

But no matter... Maybe 3 years ago I would have pushed through and gone out to celebrate but this year I feel the need to take care of my body. So I am comfy snuggled in my new PJ's from Christmas, my new duvet and Sherpa Blanket and watching a marathon session of Doctor Who. 

I find it fitting, watching Dr. Who- what with the whole concept of time and space. You see there are days I have been so anxious of what is to come, whether it is work related, or not, that my present day is filled with the future.

Then other days, grey clouds seem to fill my horizon so quickly that the past- that is memories (good and bad, and just memories) fill me that they too gulp up my present moment.

I believe 2012 went by with very little of my authentic self. 

Many choices made from a place of pain, a place of loneliness, a place of fear, and a place of worry- that when the smoke cleared, what is left was a patchwork that makes up me.

So I travel forward with a year ahead, a new sun upon my horizon begging me to make my year with a thankfulness and gracious heart.

So, with the most stamina I agree- its time to fill my life with the present moment.  
Too Bad I do not have a TARDIS- but I have my heart, my spirit and my two feet:)